What an incredibly long hiatus this has been. Feel like I haven't written in forever, and when a couple of people questioned why, it got me to thinking. The word why is a powerful word, and most of us take it for granted. This is the word that drives everything we do, and who we become.
Take a minute to let that sink in. The Why is what drives us forward. Without it we would literally sit still. Every day has a reason that we get out of bed, every shift has a reason we put on the uniform and every hobby has a reason we love it. It became very apparent to me in some recent training I attended that taught about de-escalating situations and disengaging dangerous situations.
While I sat through this training, I came to a realization, and it brought me back to why I put this uniform on in the first place almost 20 years ago. I was raised by wonderful parents who encouraged me to be the best me I could be(as corny as it sounds It is the truth). They also taught me to lend a hand to friends and strangers alike. They instilled a set of values in me that included helping others. Armed with this value system I heard a speaker in my young adult life who was greatly inspiring and also a former Paramedic in Ontario. This speaker spoke a lot about the impact Paramedics can have on a family. From that moment on the spark was lit and the rest is proverbial history.
Over the last several years the system under which we work has changed. Budget constraints, staffing shortages, long hours, long hospital waits, psychological ramifications of continually meeting people on the worst day of their lives just to name a few. The Why started to get lost and the focus changed, the focus became survival.
Just get through the shift, pray we don't get a late call, look out for ourselves, and when is pay day?
This isn't an exclusive problem to our service, it's an international pandemic that is causing paramedics to leave the industry at alarming rates. It is also causing severe psychological trauma and in several cases has caused self inflicted tragedy.
When I think about this it breaks my heart to see what I value as an incredibly noble career being ravaged by such problems. I do not claim to have answers but instead I thought I could bring people back. Try to shut out all of the noise, remember the camaraderie, remember the impact we have, remember the why that drove you.
The problems we face in EMS are not going away anytime soon. Bit by bit progress will be made, but it will take time. Only now have employers and the governments started to realize the toll this career has on us as individuals. If you or anyone you know is struggling, reach out to your friends, your loved ones, reach out to me if you need to. I will be there for any of you, as each of you is a brother or a sister to me and YOU are a part of my why. For me, my why is the helping of others, families, patients, coworkers, strangers, anyone that I can help.
We are so much more than people realize, and that is something to be immensely proud of. Take the time to refocus on your why, look out for each other, and despite the system falling down around us, let's stick shoulder to shoulder and hold each other up. Please like and share this post with your friends and families!!
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